I seriously think this.

I believe I may have some sort of genetic depression/anxiety. Courtesy of my Mom (Yeah, thanks a lot). Okay maybe it's not as heightened as my mother's was, but still, I feel a little depressed now and then. I mean, sometimes, in the middle of the night, I feel my heart goes bumbumBUM instead of bumBUM. And I just don't like the night (until I fall asleep of course - luckily that's very quick). Maybe it's all the cloudy weather here. Yeah, that's probably it...