OMG! Awesomeness! Today's Awesome!

My party's today! We're gonna watch Taken, and we're gonna eat Italian!

GET EXCITED!

THIS ISN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN AGAIN (Maybe the Music Should)

The reason why I say again is because this happened to me before. Except, I was not the perfectionist I am today (when it comes to school) and I had way more time. AND I only had one.

I have TWO F's on my progress report. AND a C. AND a B that shouldn't be a B. It was all because of my two sick days. They screwed up EVERYTHING. I had missing assignments. But then I turned them in. The F in American History should be fixed. And maybe the F in Honors Geometry. I have no idea why I have a C in Biology. I'll have to talk to my teacher about that. As for the B, it stands for BULLSHIT. I only have one assignment that's a B in that class. The rest are 100%'s! I'm DEFINITELY going to talk to my teacher about that. The rest are A's!

I played Rock Band 2 yesterday. I sang a lot of songs. I believe this is the amount:

7 songs by themselves
2 Mystery Setlists
1 Battle of the Vans Setlist
2 Make Your Own Setlists
1 London's Local Pride Setilist
Another Make Your Own Setlist

That adds up to: 35 songs. That was totally fun.

So yeah. At least I didn't have to play the drums in all of those songs (my dad did). He's a kick ass drummer. My brother and my sister switched right before the London's Local Pride.

As for my grades some of my friends (actually I only think one) would be happy with MY progress report. She always uses her grades to say that my grades aren't that bad...

I tell her that she can have A's too, as long as she applies herself. Then she says, no thanks, Mom. At least I tried to convince her.

Well I've been on the toilet for 30 minutes now, so I think I should leave.

*Note: No iPods were harmed or made disgusting through the making of this post.

Irony is Truly Here... And so is the Burger King...

Situational Irony to be exact! But it's a good kind of irony - and it's been tossed in with fate to blend to create the perfect balance of awesomeness. I am totally over rating this, but I'm telling you, it's fate.

I have this *MEGA* fanfic called "Golden" because the color of my main character's eyes. They play an important part because they hold her identity. I had to think of a real name for her, so I decided upon Aurelia, because it sounded like aurora, but it was not too obvious. Also, it's one of my favorite names.

I was on babynames.com (I use it to find names for my characters) last night, and I was curious to find more about that name. I typed in Aurelia in the search box. The information I found out was shocking.

Okay, first off I saw the rating. Not too shocking, since it was a good rating for a good name. Second, I found out it was Latin. I personally thought it was Greek. Third, I found out it was the female form of the name Aurleius. That was a little shocking, since I didn't think there could possibly be a male form of that name. But the fourth thing was perhaps the most shocking.

The meaning of the name. Could you guess what it was? I certainly wasn't prepared for the meaning.

The meaning of the name read exactly like this:

"Golden."

WTF!!! I'm telling you, it's fate. It's totally fate that I named my character and my fanfic pretty much the same thing.

Oh, I had a fun time today, btw. I got to watch Romeo and Juliet as a live play with A LIVE ORCHESTRA at the Holland Performing Arts Center. And all I had to pay was $5 for the bus fare. Oh yeah.

And then after that, I got to go to a mall food court and eat real food instead of school food (which I got sick from TWICE). I ate Burger King. Here's exactly what I ate/drank:

1 box of small fries
1 Jr Whopper
1 Water
2 Chocolate Milkshakes

Totally worth the dehydration, but then again, that's why I got the water.

So, that was my FIELD TRIP day. Yeah.

REMINDER

I need to take a math test right after school ends (3:15 PM). If I don't, I get a big fat ZERO!!!!

Not good. It'll bring down my grade one whole level.

I was supposed to take it yesterday afternoon, but I TOTALLY forgot...heh heh...

Instead, I went to the library to find a book for English, and I did some of my math homework. Oh yeah, and I screwed around.

As other reminders, I wrote a reminder in my school-provided assignment organizer and another reminder on...my left hand.

I wrote in these exact words:

"TAKE TEST RM220 3:15"

So that's a third reminder. NO ZEROS!!!!

Commemoration

I, in honor of Heath Ledger, since he died this day a year ago, was supposed to watch TDK. But, I decided not to go with my sister and my friend to the friend's house. I decided to go home instead. Stupid decision. I was watching TDK with my brother when we wants the lights on. My brother, who's not even in elementary school anymore, wants the fucking lights on during one of the most awesome movies ever. He doesn't care. So the only way to keep the lights off was to let our dog in. Keep in mind, this dog loves to chew me. So we're watching the movie with this dog and the dog randomly comes to me and starts chewing my sweater. I tell him no, he doesn't listen. I yell no, he keeps chewing. I ask my brother to help me, and he says I have to learn my lesson. I shout "What lesson?". So I let the dog out, he turns on the lights and we stop the movie. I have to pick the disc and box he so carelessly through out of his room, since our "DVD" player is in his room. I used to like that, because someone could be watching a movie in that room and tv in another. But now I don't. I try to say to him, "I guess we can have Tuzik." And he said "Too late." I kept asking him if I could watch the movie, and Mom says that I should watch it tomorrow when he watches his wrestling. I tried to say that I can't watch it tomorrow, but I couldn't say my reason. They wouldn't understand. They don't care. I wish I went with my friend and sister instead of going home. I'm actually crying. That could also be ascribed to my lack of sleep. In chorus, I was falling asleep while standing up and singing. That's a first. Anyways, I feel terrible that I have no way to commemorate this awesome actor. Only way is to blog. But that's not very honorable. I could always have a belated commemoration tommorow. Or I could have two: one in blog today, one in movie-viewing tomorrow. So yeah. I think I'll have both.

Heath Ledger, you were an awesome actor. You were unique, and there will never be anyone like you again. So, here's to you, your family, your friends, and your good, true fans. Have an awesome afterlife while we watch your movies, dude!

Snot-Goo, Inauguration, and Aretha Franklin

My snot-goo is bothering me. Srsly. It's barely even liquid! It can also turn into bubbles. HEEHEE

I'm watching the Inauguration where four musicians are performing "Air and Simple Gifts" by LE GASP John Williams!!!!!!! AT BARACK OBAMA'S INAUGURATION!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! Also, Aretha Franklin - yes, THE Aretha Franklin - performed "My Country 'Tis Of Thee". How awesome is that?

And Barack Hussein Obama just got sworn in. And he thanks George Bush. Wow. He's kinder to him than most people... He wrote his own speech.

HE CARES ABOUT THE ENVIRONMENT! LE GASP! He also mentioned Normandy. He srsly reminds me of FDR...

He speaks so eloquently. His speech is so beautiful. Let's hope that he's not all talk...

I think he may be crying...

And that's the end of this speech. A beautiful one at that.

Now is a poem by Elizabeth Alexander. She talks sort of robotic...maybe she's reading it like that on purpose?

And now a second religious person comes. Christian, second Christian. What if we're not all Christian? Srsly! It so bothers me. Then again, it shouldn't. Oh he just said go to your churches, temples, mosques, whatver your place of worship. He also had humor.

I liked this. This was the first inauguration I EVER watched.

Snot-Goo.

This day totally sucks.

Okay I was supposed to celebrate my birthday today after A MONTH (and seven days) of waiting! But I got the flu. So I have to wait for another week to celebrate my b-day. I feel terrible! And I'm probably going to have to stay home from school for a few days. So, there's more homework! YAY! Well I'm gonna go now. Bye!

Note to self: DON'T eat cherry tomatoes from school. JUST DON'T!

I Am Contemplating On What To Talk About

Which basically means I have nothing to talk about. So I'll just talk about the song I am listening to now as of 9:49 PM. It's "Send Me An Angel" by The Scorpions. I love this song. The tune is amazing, and so is the violin, and the piano, and the guitar, and everything else. I love it.

The next thing that is nothing I shall talk about anyways is The Golden Globes, or what I've heard about them. Okay, Heath Ledger did deserve his award. But that's all TDK ever got for awards. Heath Ledger as Supporting Actor. GRRRR ARRRRRGH! I mean sure, I heard Slumdog Millionaire was an excellent movie, but seriously! TDK deserves every award it's nominated for! Chris Nolan needs an award, Hans Zimmer needs an award, hell, Christian Bale needs an award, AARON ECKHART NEEDS AN AWARD!!!! But nope. Either TDK is not nominated in that department, or another movie nabbed it (ahem, Slumdog Millionaire). But, I shouldn't be angry. Heath Ledger is getting all the awards he deserves and the underdog wins the rest of them. I usually root for the underdog! And besides,
if Slumdog Millionaire won all those awards, it must mean it's a masterpiece
or something of the sort.

BIRTHDAY UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!

I finally set a date for the movie-viewing, Italian food-eating get together - more than a month after my birthday. Are you fucking serious? Well I should be grateful that my birthday is actually be celebrated. Yay!

When I think of my lovely (to me) fan fic, I try not to think of the truly insulting review. But I can't help it! All I see when I think of awesomistical story is of the name "Mary Sue". Ugh! It's like accusing my character of being Bella Swan! Bella Swan = Mary Sue. Just saying. I should seriously stop talking about that. It's old news.

Well, I'm tired, so I'm lying down. Good night for now.

More Complaints

I get inspiration at the least convient time. Also, when I try to explain something deep, I end up sounding shallow and stupid. And then, when I think the finished product is going to be great, it turns out that it's just plain stupid or it's missing something.

My efforts are futile; my results, disappointing.

Defeat - And Absolutely No Optimism...

I have a fanfiction.net username. A main reason why I created this account was to finally convey my "awesome" ideas to the public. And I got my first review for my first chapter. The person accused my character of being a "Molly Sue". I was only trying to be descriptive. I guess I should've listened my fellow classmates in Honors English to not be too descriptive. I should actually listen to other people if they provide constructive critism, which these classmates did. But I did not heed their warning. It's just that I wanted everyone to see every detail, but I guess I tried too hard.

Without writing, I have no talent except logic and I don't even have much of that! I can't convey my ideas - I don't even have any original ideas. I'm not creative. I take all these classes to become a better artist - in all senses. Honors English, Art Foundations, Choir, but they make me sound like everyone else. And I usually go into these classes thinking I'm great at something, but then I see the person next to me and their artwork is so much better! Either or, if mine is great, I show it to the teacher, and people think I'm a show-off! And then, when I leave the class, I think I am awesome; that is, until I see the person next to me, who somehow, some way, seems to know much more than me. It's like, everyone seems to have more experience than me and I don't know how they do it.

With no talents, I'll never be known to the world. I'll never prove those people who teased me wrong. I won't live a better life than them. They'll never learn their lesson, as I will never learn mine. I'll just keep trying to be in the spotlight, with hopes that someone will finally know who I am, but I just keep getting burned.

There's another issue I have to address. When I'm "showing off" (which sometimes, I do), I think, "Well, the person next to me will not know this". Such a bitchy thought! I feel so fake when I know something, because of that stupid thought! I feel like that one girl, Melrose, on the 6th cycle of ANTM, who's trying so hard to impress the judges, but was kicked off for being fake, and trying too hard. It's probably the fact that I want to be known, so I'm actually trying out for stuff. That was my New Year's resolution, by the way. To actually finally get my ideas known. But I just keep getting rejected.

And I'm so jealous! Especially of the people with worse lives than me (in my classes). I know, weird logic. But they have real emotion, because they've actually felt before. I mean, I'm not saying I want to lose anyone I love, but I want to feel real emotion. There's this line in one of my favorite songs that describes what I'm saying and what I "feel": "I may be a machine, but I still have dreams". That's from One Day, Robots Will Cry by Cobra Starship. And the explains a lot for me.

Right now, as I'm typing this, I feel like a spoiled, self-pitying, ungrateful bitch. But I had to write all that stuff. It's not like anyone but two people are reading this. And they probably have the advice, but not the right advice. But, it'll be comforting to read my only readers comment. Yeah.

Oh, I forgot to mention, today is Eastern Orthodox Christmas! Merry Christmas! And at least one good thing happened today. I was in line for lunch, and I had $.65 in the hole. I'd have to go in some special line and wait even longer. As I was saying "I don't have 65 cents," the girl behind me said she could pay for my lunch. I was shocked. I said,"Are you sure?" and she said,"Yeah." And then I said,"Oh my God! Thank you!" and walked with my lunch with a little bit of joy in my heart. I guess there are people like that after all.

Well, even if my title says there's no optimism, there is some, I guess. Well, I'm tired, so I'm gonna lie down. Merry Christmas and Good Night!

Awesomeness and Unity

If you go to Super Dickery, and search for "Goddamn Batman", you'll get the best Batman line ever!

Here's the awesome quote:

"What, are you dense? Are you retarded or something? Who the hell do you think I am? I'm the Goddamn Batman."

Isn't that pure awesomeness or what?

Now, I mentioned in the title something about unity. I was thinking a few hours ago about everybody in the world has some sort of enemy. And alot of countries despise each other. But every country has something in common: food. Ah yes, I must've been hungry, 'cause that's all I thought about. Back to the topic... For example, we Americans are not on very friendly terms with the Chinese, but we still have some sort of Chinese food! You see? There is a way to unite everyone! If we unite this way, anger and hunger will leave, to make way for peace and full bellies.

And that's my long rambling of wisdom (of course having something to do with food) for the night.

Btw, this is my first post of 2009! WHOO HOO!